I was always alone. I didn't have s lot of friends, anyone to
tell secrets to. I grew up watching my older sisters and reading,
content in my lonely world. As I got older I began to find friends,
and when I had them I held them close. No one ever picked me first,
or wanted me on their team, until they found out I was clever. I
spent my time being used, giving myself to others, until I realized
I prefered to be as I always had; alone. It was where I was safest.